its been a while, all

hi all, its been a while

no not really, since i see you all at school

ie. hopefully the only people who reads this blog are ppl in our group, or else youre all stalkers go away harharharrrrrrrr :)

soooooo...

atm im at chatswood library in the kiddies section writing THIS

obviously my life has come to the stage where i am now UNABLE TO FUKING STUDY in a library (OR AT HOME) unless i come to realise that i will become a hobo later on in life... but atm i cant really get that in my head cos I DONT KNOW WHY

did that even make sense

anyway

hm

im waiting for bec to come, becauseeee i was such a good girl, waking up at 8am this morning to go to both english and maths tutoring... yeah i know fuk im gna ace life

ok im not making any sense at all but yeah whatever

becs coming now because i have no one to eat lunch with and i am effing hungry, cos im a beast during the hsc

my appetite is amazing sometimes.

i am moving in the holidays by the way.. to my house in mosman.

finally.

though im not really excited

cos fuk, trials are soon after the holidays

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand my mother and sister dont realise how much moving houses will distract me and be of a hassle to me.

they just dont realise

so i had a cry the day before yesterday about that.

but yeah whatever.

ha but ill be able to drive in a month

ie. NO PUBLIC TRANSPORT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE

probably not

but yeah

im gna drive to school and to library and shit

cos i hate public transport like that.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

fuk

a few minutes ago, i was staring at my eco book thinking what the fuck it was talking about

and thinking about why the fuk i chose to do economics

and realised AH its because all my other subjects scale me down

ie. visual arts

dont get me wrong though, i love art

and yous probably all know by now

but it will scale me down

and art theory is shit hard

no fuking joke

unless you think 'why isnt reality real?' is easy stuff

fukkkk bec is taking her timeeeeeee

hmmm

so

my life has come to the time where i am antisocial as fuk, and emo as fuk

i also get fuking stressed and worried EVERY SINGLE DAY about what exams will be like, and what ill have to study for, etc etc

im sure most of yous are like that too

but yeah

all will be better sooooon...

we'll only have to cope with this shit for just a little longerrrrrrrrrr

fuk im starting to ramble on about nothing again, due to the EXTREMELY TAKING-TIME GIRL REBECCA CUI 

hahaha im able to say that now... but if i said that last week... LOLLLLLL

i dont want to imagine what would have come of me

fuk that girl was pmsed

hahahahhhahahahahahahhahahahahahah :):):):):):):)::)):)):

i love you,, dont kill me again, like you nearly did last week

wellllllllllllllllllll

ill just stare out into space now, while i wait for pms-lady to come

good luck everyone for the rest of assessments

study hard and hopefully your effort will show in your marks :):)