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heh im pissed as well. as per usual. im not even pmsing. i think im depressed. in that case, ill need prozac. alot. it will be expensive. i didn't move the whole day. i just sat here like a stoner. woke up at 7:30am. its 10pm now and i'm still here. my lips are really dry. my papaw ointment is some where in my bag. my hand is sore. its bruised. i am really pissed/upset. my phone is on silent. my phone has no credit. im really pissed. i think i will sleep soon. even though i'm not tired. nobody can sleep when they're pissed. i think i might take a shower. i cbf though. more i don't feel like it. i just listened to a 2.5 hr playlist of my favorite music. i don't know how to sketch logs and e. fuk. i ate 2 chocolate bars. i can't remember what else i ate. my mind feels dusty. like i need to sweep it out. but no time. since i have modern and maths. and english. its already week 6 now. 14 more weeks of school. can't wait. can't wait until november 4th. i must study. i must ignore people who stress me out. i must relax my brain. i am really pissed.

to Yaein/Bec, i found the female version of Empty Frames. it was weird that Neyo was singing about a guy so i googled it. the female version is so much better. song is soo nice.

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Empty Frames by Lauren

I can feel the raindrops, slowly falling
And they're calling for,
They keep calling for
My knight in shining armour,
Come and save me,
Cause im drowning in pain.

I've been hurt
By his mistakes,
So come and take me awayy.

I put him first,
I thought he'd stay,
But he couldnt weather the storm
So he left me in the rain

Over time,
Pictures fade,
All that's left are these empty frames;
Sleepless nights,
Stormy days,
I've got proof that people change,
And all that's left are these empty frames.

Can you hear these teardrops
Hit my pillow?
They keep falling,
Cause I kept falling for your
Dozen thorny roses,
Now I'm bleeding,
And I'm lonely again.

Now I'm hurt,
It's my mistake,
I should've known right away
I put him first,
I thought he'd stay,
But he couldn't weather the storm
So he left me in the rain.

Over time,
Pictures fade,
All that's left are these empty frames;
Sleepless nights,
Stormy days,
I've got proof that people change;

Long after the smiles all fade away,
All this endless pain,
All this empty space;

Sleepless nights,
Stormy days,
I've got proof that people change;
Over time,
Pictures fade,
All that's left are these empty frames.