10 things to 10 people

1. i can be completely myself when i'm around you which is why i like you being around. i'd like to see you more please..! at least half as much as i use to.
2. you surprised me so much with your OBJECTIVE niceness. i've always thought you were a good person but yeah.. thank you
3. why are you so hypocritical? lately you're always, alwayssssss complaining about something then doing the exact same thing right away!! you're very kind and everything but your level of hypocrisy is a bit awkward
4. i'm not quite sure what you're trying to prove. or what your intentions are. but good on you, since it must be pretty exhausting being so fucking fake all the time
5. i wish i could have a loooong proper conversation with you sometime soon. haha it's long overdue!
6. you were one of the few people i hoped would never fade away. oh well.. i guess this was bound to happen
7. where are you??? what are you doing these days??? how are things??? i hope you've met nice people. i miss you so much
8. hahaha i never knew you were such a flirt/almost-a-slut
9. its nothing to you but the little things you say and responses you show on occasion really hurt. i hope you'll see for yourself soon because i don't appreciate the guilt
10. at the end of the day i know i can always count on you :) right?

i don't care anymore

i'm going to stop eating shit from now on.. i just looked in the mirror wtf im disgusting..
seriously i dont care anymore im not eating im not chipping in any more money no one tempt me okay!!!!!!!! :( im truly atrocious but you guys will still be my friend right?? no matter how disgusting i am ??? ... :( tomorrow im not going to eat well just as well since i already ate all the food i liked in the shelf :(... guys stop me okay.. my stomach hurts and stuff :(
modern and english tomorrow: GOOD LUCK FOR ENGLISH!! GUYS THIS IS THE ONLY SUBJECT WHEN WE CAN COMPARE OURSELVES TO THE WHOLE GRADE SO WE HAVE TO OWN IT ALRIGHT?????
im gonna get my UAI tomorrow as well... i only want it so i can stress myself out and therefore improve my real UAI outcome through pressure :D okay no one offer me food!!! well i'm gonna spend my 2.5 hours (recess, free, lunch) in the library studying so i guess no time to eat YAY i love how god planned my day out nicely. hope all goes to plan :D
this blog gives me a sense of 'belonging' hehe-
superficial belonging? mental belonging? familial belonging?
[is familial a word?]
well, everyone clean out your ears for tomorrows listening task :D