haha

Obama haha :D

from google earth LOL

omg its real . btw yineng did you get your photos from like .. geekologie or something . cause i saw the burger ahahha

half named =O ! I named it :D !
hahah

omgggggggggggggggggggg legal is so boring im about to die . It's worse than english. I spent 4 hours choosing my topic. Omg this sucksssssssss -__-

yes I enjoy complainging

btw I'm gonna have a pms attack soon LOL , i can feel it .

competition

nsghs is pretty fuking competitive. the girls are monsters who are willing to rip others to shreds just to get 1/2 a mark more on a weekly quiz that is worth 0.1% of your class mark for the HSC. um lol hahahaha. well, when you get out of school, your sly methods of reaching "success" will only get you so far. don't go around boasting or pretending you didn't study just to put enormous amounts of pressure on your friends, "friends", so that you can get some retarded, selfish, temporary sense of satisfaction. in the end, it's the people who deserve it who get there. not people who disadvantage others. don't pretend that coming 20th, 10th or 5th in the grade is failing because you know in your greedy little heart that it is excellent. but then, i guess you end up failing LIFE, something more important. i might not do as well as you in the HSC but at least i am true to my friends who will teach me things that you will never learn from your stolen essays. what is the point of reducing the opportunities/potentials of others? you are not increasing your personaly abilities nor are you getting any smarter (no, self centered slyness is not intelligence).

don't look down on others. you are just blinded by your made-believe intelligence and insecurities. you will get nowhere if you keep saying certain people are stupid or expecting them to get worse than you or establishing people as your safety net. if you get a kick out of being better than people, which everyone does to an extent, please keep it in your hideously large head. don't pretend to be modest when you and i both know you are spitting lies. and don't ever think people are 'stupid' based on their appearance or whatever else you are so keen to criticise. my friends are bright and i'm 101% sure they have more useful skills than you. they have big futures to look forward. life doesn't end at high school, it hasn't even started yet. be nice to karma and karma shall be nice to you :)

oh and by the way, don't read this and then bitch about how im a hypocrite because being a hypocrite is human nature har har.

159th post, 13 days until school begins.

okay according to my english teachers im supposed to write alot so i get used to writing and therefore write fluently whenever i want in however long time frame im given, so here i am writing again. far out i've been doing english work for so long. today i have to finish my final belonging related text, which is mean girls :D and then write my as you like it essay -_- i've forgotten my thesis and everything since i havent touched it for 1 month and then i have to watch the shipping news movie which i borrowed and fuk it looks so boring why cant we study fun texts?? actually frankenstein is okay. i like romanticism, i wish i could write like those authors ie. beautiful structure, vocabulary and flow :D geniuses!!1

well i almost pmsed again this morning. well not almost, i did cos i kinda yelled at my papi lol poor guy and he wasn't even doing anything just like sitting there eating grapes.

i swear no one is online anymore :( im online right now and there's only 1 person online in my favorites group. see my messenger contacts list is divided into different groups:

1) close friends (17 ppl)

2) graduated (41 ppl)

3) high school (206 ppl)

4) misc (6 ppl)

and in group 1 theres only me online. well yaeins online now hehehe shes such an internet junkie :P

omg the new msn is sooo nice. msn 8.5 download it here

cool ay? :D

im so fucking wide

it's been a while ladies :)

my skin is so tragic... im typing with a face mask on

the past week has been very eventful for me,,

being the busy person that i am ha

on saturday, went to my favourite place in the world,, the airport :)

because my dear sister was leaving for korea

might miss her :D

so... the past week

since monday,,

ive been attending a shortcourse at the whitehouse institute of design

will also be doing the advanced course next week!

ive ACTUALLY IMPROVED

being the dodgy drawer of the human figure, i never even used to try drawing them

BUT NOWWWWW... 

I AM ABLE TO DRAW THEM AT... A COMPETENT LEVEL... teehee

gay guys are cute ha

there are a few in my class...

well... i think theyre gay?

uve got to love them,, how they walk and talk

oh and that brett guy from project runway is in my class too...

i havent actually watched it before...

but hes nice :)

i talked to him :D

i think i look scary ha

people on my table didnt talk to me

they talked between themselves,, introduced themselves, etc

... except me ha

but we talk now... cos i talked first lol

there are like two islanders on my table..

i thought islanders were supposed to be scary...

theyre not at all :)

okay... so...

ive been on a healthy diet too

well not actually... but trying to...

i looked at myself the other day and got the shock of me life

i cannot believe i let myself do that... TO MYSELF

i am so fucking wide

for fucks sake... WHAT WAS I THINKING when i devoured a whole pack of timtams+pringles+everything else that is considered to be edible

yeah... very much regretting it

oh i remember why i ate all that...

it was due to emotional stress, ie. pms

ANYWAY ive been living off starbucks.. not that its healthy... BUT YEAH I CONSIDER IT HEALTHY

the workers know me now... again, like when i used to make daily visits during my love-of-caffeine phase

i went there two times today, three times yesterday, many times the day before, ETC

u have got to love starbucks.

really.

i had so much to write but i forgot

oh i have like... eight massive bites, from some unknown disgusting thing on both of my legs

my legs look like those of an elephants... cos of the bloating of them

i think its from norita

i swear it is

i started itching like a bitch after that

are u itching bec+rose?

i looked up courses for uni

pharmacy is 93.1 THIS IS A NOTE FOR YAEIN

media and comm seems quite appealing as well...

but er its 98.45 at usyd... hard... very hard

textiles and design is 96.45 at uts..

textiles and design+international studies at uts is... 99.9 YEAH I KNOW WOT THE FUK

fucking going to go to the library tmr lol

if all fails... perhaps architecture?

if i fail even more than that... lets not go there...

ill just die quietly ha

i seem to want to study more when i see failures

haha

like today.. bloody hell.....

i went shopping today at chatswood.. and just before i left for home, i went to buy mother a capp

oh my god.. shock of my life.. well not really

ha but my mother was indeed..

go home people.

think im kind of BACK ON TRACK... well more than before...?

i must study

i dont want to fail lifeeeeeee

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE...

i will study.

like..

now.

holidays havent seemed like holidays

i will see you in 10 months, my dear homeland

worst new years in the world

couldnt get any worse

ANYWAY I MUST GET BACK TO MY DESIGNING HEHE 

i feel like such a pro carrying an A3 sketchbook etc around

study hard girls :)

trying to study but im on this. again.

omg.. i think im pmsing because i keep wanting to rage but then i have to hold it in so i don't make an idiot of myself -_- i swear my mum was eating celery and it was so damn loud and i was gonna blow LOL -_- fuk im trying to do english but its so damn hot i can't concentrate.. argh and i just ate a truckload..
fuk im not looking forward to school. 15 more days..great.. thats fuked... sigh.... i need to write my 4u english fuk................... i have writers block right now i really cannot right it and the laptop is like 80 degrees because its been on for so long -_-
the vinyl on my dining room table is sticking to my legs and im sweating -_- im in my dining room because downstairs is like 5 degrees cooler than upstairs and yesterday i could not concentrate AT ALL i felt so disgusting and my brain was all knotted and i couldn't breathe or think or anything. gee i complain alot -_-
omg biggest pms attack right now i swear to god.
omfg some girls i swear are so dirty -_- bloody biggest whores out and they have attitude as well as if whoring around doesn't take up all your brain capacity thus leaving none for creating smartass rude remarks. HA! well whatever since you aint gonna get no satisfaction from hitting on and hooking up with guys who don't even respect your ass. omg im so mean.. touch wood.
bloody hell! can't wait til im outta school so i dont need to associate with them bitches no more.
hehhhhhhhh.
oh yeh and i was talking to bec last night while i was having a boredom attack/heat stroke/anxiety attack/stress/pms attack etc and we like copy pasted links to some photos at the same time and omg it was the same photo :D hehehehe bec + yineng = fate :D omg do you see how my mood just changed??!?!!? PMS!! lololol
well anyway omg.. bec was like how do little kids afford such nice clothes/hair/eyes/makeup etc >_> okay when i was 13 or how ever old those people are, i wouldn't buy a $300 bardot jacket for myself and niether would i now! and i didnt care as much as to make myself look like a barbie and etc. and i thought i was growing up too fast, i guess not. now i kinda appreciate my childhood since i didn't care how i looked and all i cared about was eating junk food and watching tv hahahaha i was such a lazy motherfuker i swear and i was as ugly as a toad as well hehe
OMG I THINK I HEAR RAIN! IS THAT RAIN? OMG!!!! please rain its so hot RIGhTnOwW!!!!!11 ahahahahhahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa omg
im so funny i should be a comedian. hehehhehehe i always tell jono this hahaha
omg o yeah my previous post. according to wikipedia there is going to be a second mean girls released this year omg its gonna be shit hahahha look at the type of films they release nowadays, hotel for dogs?! wtf!?!! who wrote the script for that? i can't believe nickolodeon paid millions of dollars to produce that shit! and like rolemodels and yesman i swear they might be funny to an extent but their storylines are tragic what happened to the good writers? oh yeah and wtf is igor.. omg that is so lame i feel sorry for the children these days. even pokemon the movie is better than hotel for dogs and igor.
okay im going to blame the weather for my lack of productivity and also PMS. maybe later in the holidays i will be able to work better.. sigh -_-

sarah koo's birthday soon guys! 27th :) i remember so clear hehehe.
also kris kringle needs to be done lol haha trust us ay :D

i think im going to redye my hair since its all faded out -_- its like brown now heee omg yay its raining now it truly is i can hear it and i think the temperature just dropped as well. omg.. seriously im so moody right now im like feeling kinda happy now. almost happy.
heh i dont think it will be easy to be happy this year bloody hell. i still don't know what course to do.. fuk this is so gay. what is everyone else wanting to do career wise?
sigh im really doubting my preferences. whats the point studying my ass off to become a lawyer since a lawyer in sydney's average pay is 50k per annum. theres quite a large chance i might earn there or lower and that's not worth all the effort. hm, i think i will do management. i need to become more social.

okay its untrue i have writers block since i just wrote this post. heheh

-_-

i can see right through you,
and i don't like it..
fucking -_-
PMS.
fjroeijoifjerofjre
:)

im procrastinating, hard.
i haven't started bio or eco.
will start tonight i promise :)

FRIDAY GIRLS.