10 things to 10 people

1. i can be completely myself when i'm around you which is why i like you being around. i'd like to see you more please..! at least half as much as i use to.
2. you surprised me so much with your OBJECTIVE niceness. i've always thought you were a good person but yeah.. thank you
3. why are you so hypocritical? lately you're always, alwayssssss complaining about something then doing the exact same thing right away!! you're very kind and everything but your level of hypocrisy is a bit awkward
4. i'm not quite sure what you're trying to prove. or what your intentions are. but good on you, since it must be pretty exhausting being so fucking fake all the time
5. i wish i could have a loooong proper conversation with you sometime soon. haha it's long overdue!
6. you were one of the few people i hoped would never fade away. oh well.. i guess this was bound to happen
7. where are you??? what are you doing these days??? how are things??? i hope you've met nice people. i miss you so much
8. hahaha i never knew you were such a flirt/almost-a-slut
9. its nothing to you but the little things you say and responses you show on occasion really hurt. i hope you'll see for yourself soon because i don't appreciate the guilt
10. at the end of the day i know i can always count on you :) right?

bec has 8 votes :P

i really should be studying right now.. i really should.. but i really cannot concentrate. i think i am going to go to bed straight after i blog this since im doing absolutely nothing productive right now -_- . i'm feeling quite lonely right now... argh.. assessments fuk im procrastinating like a bitch right now.. fuk fuk i need facebook to calm me down..
dear bec, i saw your lover today. not your real lover lol. just the funny looking person who's always everywhere who yaein likes to talk about as well :P
dear sooji, why am i on my eating spree again.. can i not.. fuk!!!! ok tomorrow im going to live off like water or some shit!!
dear yaein, what 'kient' :P your fav :D hehe sorry yaein about thursday
dear linda, i love linda!!! linda send me a note to my locker!! it's right next to yours YOU BETTER SEND ME A NOTE :D! i'll send you lots of notes :D
dear sarah koo, SARAH VISIT THIS BLOG PLEASE
OMG i just saw the funniest photo on bella's facebook OMG.. its so funny :D! and then the comment after made it funnier; i think i will add the photo here:

Jong Park (Australia) wrote
at 9:05pm on August 18th, 2008
i dun mind it
haha
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i have a feeling only i will find it funny LOL.. i think its hilarious!!!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. can't wait til hsc is over.. i think i'm gonna be saying that line many times in the next year -_- .. fuk a year is a bloody long time..
i feel older.. sort of, i think i learnt alot this year.. still not enough though. like i said to my group, we are too young to be taken seriously but we are too old to sit there doing shit hence we have to be responsible and deviate from being 'little'. ugh i hate this transition period. ugh. ugh. ugh. sigh.. another day of studying tomorrow. i feel so lonely right now :( i think i need somebody to talk to. actually im going to sleep now so i can wake up early and study.
hmm jono taught me lots of modern history stuff yesterday and today :D haha i have them cemented in my brain now! the biggest weapon in the cold war was information! ah babe you're so lucky sometimes, like words you make up actually exist hahahaha, such as 'parable'. but no offence you suck at ispy
jono, you better come home soon -_-
okay my ass is numb. omg. since i have nobody to talk to, i am forced to ramble on this blog hahahahahaha........... FUK I NEED TO STUDY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ME STUDY..
i fell asleep on the bus today... it was embarrassing.. i think my head kept nodding -_- but then charles rang me and told me i had intuition then i woke up~
har har har
goodnight