to sooji

sooji of course you have a purpose. which is to LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST POTENTIAL. and that may mean sacrificing yourself now for a few months so that later you have opportunities that you have earned. and also if you are able to sacrifice your time it shows that you have matured as well because you are able to identify what is better for you and able to consider consequences. also, it is inevitable that everyone loses things while living life like people, money, time.. etc. but it is important to never lose YOURSELF. essentially sooji, we should all appreciate life because we are already in good positions compared to alot of other people our age in the world like in poverty-stricken countries such as ethiopia and war-torn countries such as iraq, rwanda, pakistan etc and communist countries like north korea :D. im leaving out china because even though like 75% of the people are suffering, that percentage is decreasing each year and i don't wanna insult my motherland hahaha even though its quite terrible :P
good on you for studying maths all day (Y) and deactivating facebook. i wish i did/could har har har. deviantart is fun to look at but i like flickr more even though they're not in anyway alike hehe

btw. i followed bec's advice and i watched white oleander. best movie ever bec! so inspiring i reckon but i wish michelle pfeiffer didn't have to stay in jail forever. she's so powerful and independant, like i kinda wanna be like her but i don't cos her heart is probably made of ice hahahhaa.

bec has 8 votes :P

i really should be studying right now.. i really should.. but i really cannot concentrate. i think i am going to go to bed straight after i blog this since im doing absolutely nothing productive right now -_- . i'm feeling quite lonely right now... argh.. assessments fuk im procrastinating like a bitch right now.. fuk fuk i need facebook to calm me down..
dear bec, i saw your lover today. not your real lover lol. just the funny looking person who's always everywhere who yaein likes to talk about as well :P
dear sooji, why am i on my eating spree again.. can i not.. fuk!!!! ok tomorrow im going to live off like water or some shit!!
dear yaein, what 'kient' :P your fav :D hehe sorry yaein about thursday
dear linda, i love linda!!! linda send me a note to my locker!! it's right next to yours YOU BETTER SEND ME A NOTE :D! i'll send you lots of notes :D
dear sarah koo, SARAH VISIT THIS BLOG PLEASE
OMG i just saw the funniest photo on bella's facebook OMG.. its so funny :D! and then the comment after made it funnier; i think i will add the photo here:

Jong Park (Australia) wrote
at 9:05pm on August 18th, 2008
i dun mind it
haha
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i have a feeling only i will find it funny LOL.. i think its hilarious!!!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. can't wait til hsc is over.. i think i'm gonna be saying that line many times in the next year -_- .. fuk a year is a bloody long time..
i feel older.. sort of, i think i learnt alot this year.. still not enough though. like i said to my group, we are too young to be taken seriously but we are too old to sit there doing shit hence we have to be responsible and deviate from being 'little'. ugh i hate this transition period. ugh. ugh. ugh. sigh.. another day of studying tomorrow. i feel so lonely right now :( i think i need somebody to talk to. actually im going to sleep now so i can wake up early and study.
hmm jono taught me lots of modern history stuff yesterday and today :D haha i have them cemented in my brain now! the biggest weapon in the cold war was information! ah babe you're so lucky sometimes, like words you make up actually exist hahahaha, such as 'parable'. but no offence you suck at ispy
jono, you better come home soon -_-
okay my ass is numb. omg. since i have nobody to talk to, i am forced to ramble on this blog hahahahahaha........... FUK I NEED TO STUDY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ME STUDY..
i fell asleep on the bus today... it was embarrassing.. i think my head kept nodding -_- but then charles rang me and told me i had intuition then i woke up~
har har har
goodnight