touchwood -> touchstone .. AOS BELONGING!

Dear all.
It is currently 3am on the day of our first HSC 2u mathematics assessment. This will count towards 10% of my school mark, therefore 5% of my final 2u mathematics marks. Fortunately, I will not be dropping 4u, HAHAHAH :)

However, best wishes to all those NSGs out there, especially my SNB girls :)
Angela and Rose have temporarily taken residence at ____ Cressy Rd Ryde "study camping".
However Angela is not quite focused!
SO GO STUDY PLEASE :)

Well ...
I was bebo browsing (as per usual), and came across alot of things that were very disappointing to see. to put it in layman's term "pissed me off".
I don't know, this may sound hypocritical, but there are just so many people out there that need to stop being annoying and grow up, HAHA. i know YOU are reading this. I can see right through that facade of you girls.
*quote from angela: "what is this... ew... she's so chat...."*
By the way, how ironic is what she said, after she corrects my bad grammar and use of colloquial language, that is really how she talks!
As I was saying, I know I'm in no position to talk, but really stop being a TB!

Remember what I wrote in my last blog about expectations and disappointment?
That is all, very very true.
The worst of it all is that I have learnt from the past, not to expect anything amazing from people, and normally I would not. But yes, I guess I'm just stupid, always making the same mistakes..! But don't worry, I'm so over it..

One more note,
I am loving the year 12 common room. Now finally ANA has relocated from our old habitat of DT4, and clearly understand the reason to why 90% of year 12s gain weight during this year. E.g. Yae in eating 10 Tim Tams/mint slice. Im joking I LOVE YOU . but really girls, slow down, we emptied our whole shelf in the short period of one day.
AND,
i miss my mother. I think everyone should appreciate their family alot more and not take simple things for granted such as:

• coming home to a ready cooked meal
• not having to clean up after yourself e.g. washing the dishes, making your bed
• not having to clean the house AND manage to complete your homework
• not having to trek it around sydney via public transport
• not having to spend $99999999 on taxi's!
• not being scared at night
• having someone to talk to always, even just about stupid stuff e.g. about your day
• taking care of your cat and freaking out when she didn't come home..

However, I'm really enjoying some factors:

• no one to argue with
• coming home whenever and going out whenever
• unlimited money supply
• restaurant foods daily

It's funny that alot of people think that I'm very un-self sufficient, but from this experience I have realised I am quite the opposite. I think that Yae In and Rose can be the perfect witnesses to this. In all seriousness, I think alot of girls in my current situation, would be out and about doing whatever. An example how I am different would be: today when I studied at the library for an X amount of hours and returned home after dinner to tend to my cat. Alright, everyone is probably thinking I'm the biggest geek out, right now. But yeah.. HSC is getting to me, along with affecting my weight, appeareance, and social life. In my own defence, I'm not a complete freak.

OKAY ROSE JUST CAME INTO MY ROOM AND STRESSED ME OUT ABOUT 3U AND BIOLOGY.. THANKS ALOT BITCHFACE I HATE YOU AND YOUR LION JUMPER. YOU'RE SO COOL WITH YOUR RAINBOW TOESOCKS. lol jokes !

P.s. If any of you are wondering why my english has drastically improved in this blog (and thus, it doesn't sound like me anymore!), it is due to the help of Angela Lee who is sitting besides me, correcting my language.
P.p.s I realised I normally talk/type like the biggest kid. (haha i made an oxymoron!) But this has got to change, seeing as our english assessment is on Thursday.
P.p.p.s In the future I will full blog properly.
:)


Love Bec Cui