i don't care anymore

i'm going to stop eating shit from now on.. i just looked in the mirror wtf im disgusting..
seriously i dont care anymore im not eating im not chipping in any more money no one tempt me okay!!!!!!!! :( im truly atrocious but you guys will still be my friend right?? no matter how disgusting i am ??? ... :( tomorrow im not going to eat well just as well since i already ate all the food i liked in the shelf :(... guys stop me okay.. my stomach hurts and stuff :(
modern and english tomorrow: GOOD LUCK FOR ENGLISH!! GUYS THIS IS THE ONLY SUBJECT WHEN WE CAN COMPARE OURSELVES TO THE WHOLE GRADE SO WE HAVE TO OWN IT ALRIGHT?????
im gonna get my UAI tomorrow as well... i only want it so i can stress myself out and therefore improve my real UAI outcome through pressure :D okay no one offer me food!!! well i'm gonna spend my 2.5 hours (recess, free, lunch) in the library studying so i guess no time to eat YAY i love how god planned my day out nicely. hope all goes to plan :D
this blog gives me a sense of 'belonging' hehe-
superficial belonging? mental belonging? familial belonging?
[is familial a word?]
well, everyone clean out your ears for tomorrows listening task :D