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I've said yes to everything these past 4 months

This trip has actually changed my life.

I hope I don't forget everything, everyone and every decision that has happened. As seemingly insignificant as every 'yes' has been it actually amazing how much this has shaped me as a person.

I've never had a bucket list because I've never thought about it. I always took life as it comes. I still will, but with more passion now that I've seen so much more of the world.

I want to see the northern lights, I want to camp under the northern lights and even freeze caravan style. I want to learn French as I promised the city of Lyon, I want to improve my Mandarin by myself, be trilingual. I want to visit rural china, Urumqi, delve into the lives of the minorities I was always fascinated by. I want to learn to surf, go on a road trip, see Uluru and the true outback like a stranger. I want to sky dive, raise money for a charity I'm passionate about. I want to conquer my fears. I want to be fit, muscles have memory, I want to rely on no one. I never want to complain, kebab in hand, heels in the other. I want to go to Bolivia, jump with the dinosaurs. I want to learn about the history of the world, every culture, ZamZam water, praying 5 times a day. I want to be able to entertain, Sunday roasts and crowd pleasing baking. I want to have the tidiest of all rooms, like you, Dr; for it to show my life, my room is be permanent. I want to do whatever the fuck I want, good for me, bad for me, I'm mature enough to understand, Stealth premier! Be me, Privilege. I want to be as enthusiastic as that dancer, as down to earth as my twin. I want to tell you the truth, no walls, just poetry. I want to learn from you from everyone, from books. I want to read classics and beauty, flow off the tongue, and lessons of the city's namesake. I want to survive with bare minimum, Cambodia; remember. I want to talk to everyone, judge no one, treat everyone as equals.

This may seem cryptic but it's everything I've learnt and everything I want to grow from!

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