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hellooo i'm in bed :) i am so tired hee hee so gonna sleep for 12 hrs hopefully. but i usually wake up between 6:30-7:30 (biological clock) which makes it hard to get back to sleep -_-" i'm feeling relaxed right now. that's not a good thing -_-" lol ooh i found my red sim :) as in vodafone sim. i forgot my old number but im gonna reactivate it and get a prepaid cap or something. i found this prepaid thing which is like 30$ for 60 days with 100 free smses, 50 mins free calls, 150 voda to voda minutes and $30 to spend on whatever you want. thats pretty cheap. i calculated the value roughly and its about 200 dollars so yeeh thats plenty since im still gonna use my 3 phone. i wanna reactivate it mainly because it has voda to voda free and i think Jono is on vodafone :P is anyone else on vodafone? i think everyones on optus or 3. i still have the Jay Chou sim card from ETel :) i wanna activate that one as well argh but i wish i had another one. i think i may ask Po an for another one?? cos i think it has free calls unlimited :D its on optus. i think it has optus minutes too but not sure. 29$ cap.
anyways, wtf to what Bec told me and Yae today? i still think its a shifty story lol. mainly because its from an unreliable source who got it from another unreliable source and both these sources have alot to gain/lose whatever. -_-" i think some people are way over their heads as well. like i don't think my impression of this person is accurate, since i don't really know them but i just can't shake the fact that this person is just a kid who wants to act big. okay. maybe im underestimating this person's potential but honestly.. why the eff are you so into yourself? you like.. dig yourself and it's like you are trying soo hard to build up an image, sucking up to guys and girls alike then when you get friendly with them you start being a bitch and showing them who's 'boss' when you're just a little kid. i've seen you suck up to guys and girls, acting all cute and sexy when you're like 10 lol it pisses me off. probably because i'm a girl and girls don't like to see other girls doing that shit. dunnno, can't say much cos i don't know you properly.
but there are like, heaps of people who really piss the shit out of me these days. like that girl from Strathfield. i think she's from there. (ask me who). you are so stuck up, lol? and you try too hard to look good. so do your friends. and i think some of their friends as well. or maybe enemies i dunno im not entirely up to date with all this. but yeah, i bet every girl from that area will think im talking about them now lol cos there's a narcissist culture that dominates over in that area, no offence hahahahhahaha dunno if that makes sense. ah i don't care. i swear i'm the biggest bitch right now. especially to my hunny and im really sorry. i know that i always say sorry to you Jono but it's actually my fault. well not all the time. i have a reason to be angry if you're at cityhunter playing games for like 3 hours non-stop when you should be studying. why am i so bossy? :( i'm really bossy ay?? and i'm pretty mean when im tired. and kinda weird too.
i was pretty tired today. pretty fuked at the library. Yaein saw :( im kinda embarrassed now.. i think Sloth noticed. hee hee. she's so funny but like seriously, why is she like, so funny? lol ? :)
omg. i am really disgusted at this article in the new issue of Time. some narrowminded reporter calls Kim Jong Ill a 'lying maniac' which is half true but you don't write that in a bloody magazine article. wtf seriously that is so American, thinking that you can write whatever you want. bloody freedom of speech is bullshit. i hate freedom of speech. its there to be exploited by people. it really irritates me. why can't Americans stop gloating over every other nation and try fix their own problems first. seriously, America has not achieved anything profound in the last century apart from get richer off poorer countries. and their crime rate is like huge. and their society is completely divided by race and class.
okay, this article is like about the 2 journalists who got released recently. no offence but if you think you're being funny or like changing the world by stepping over boundaries, then you're an idiot. btw the journalist admitted to stepping over to North Korean territory. i don't care if you're trying to free North Koreans or trying to expose North Koreans, YOURE JUST BEING AN IDIOT BY THINKING YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE!! this is what the West teaches their people. that you can do whatever you want, whenever you want and that your system is the best. seriously really makes me angry. like stop complaining that North Korea has nuclear weapons because so do like 10+ other countries including the ones who are complaining. how about these nations disarm first and set a good example? i seriously don't get people these days. the West is always trying to be the better nation with their stupid liberty.. BLOODY GLOBALISATION AND ITS IMPACT ON THE LOCAL. THIS IS WHAT IM LEARNING IN EXTENSION ENGLISH AND ITS ALL TRUE. IMPERIAL IMPULSES REALLY DO UNDERLY GLOBAL CULTURE.
why can't people just be happy and less greedy? everything bad happens because people are greedy.