hellooooooo.

since the year is almost coming to an end...
actually moreso since there is nothing better to do at the moment (the best that's on television at the moment is 3rd rock from the sun.. -___-) so i guess i'm here writing an entry. you know what, I think... we post less entries than we did during hsc. hehe.. we're the best :D you know what, I think we really need a time where we catchup alltogether, not just several people one day/night, and the rest the day/night after. hopefully that'll happen this sunday :) but anyway my intention was to do a sort of reflection entry of highschool life. it still just feels like a holiday.. anyway i think we can all say that there has been many incidents we wish didn't happen, and those which we wish we did. ie there have been times where we bitched our mouths off about both bitches and friends, felt betrayed or backstabbed, cried ourselves to sleep from being hurt. BUT whatever may have happened, i think it's fair to say that it's time to turn over a new leaf now, and forget about the childish antics that made them happen in the first place. i'm fortunate god intended me to have experienced schooling and life in general with such people.. it reassures me especially when i hear of other girls who bitch their friends, and mistakes they've made because i know that if i make a mistake, i won't have to go to sleep being afraid the next day all the people i called my best friends have turned their backs against me. i hope you guys know too that even if you make mistake that it's okay.. :) (perhaps not, if you do something seriously seriously seriously wrong i guesssss.. haha..) despite our group going through changes, such as certain people who we accepted despite their fucked-up-ness (you know who i'm talking about), welcoming new girls such as YIHHHHh and of course none other than the bitchiness that were at times very VERY bad we've still managed to feel relatively comfortable with one another which i'm grateful for. i think it's also a good timing for me to apologise for the times i have made mistakes, letting the rush of the occasion get the better hold of me and having bitched about you, or snapped at you where it was completely unnecessary. i know claiming that i just generally have a bitchy short-tempered personality just doesn't cut it. so yes. i'm sorry. oh and thank you - for being the people i can call any time of the day & night, where i might be just bored, in a bad situation, or upset, for being those that i know can take care of me where i might be slightly intoxicated, and just in general for putting up with me, i know i'm such a burden sometimes. there'll be plenty more good memories to come, now's just the beginning hey! haha omggggggggg this is so fucking corny and does not make sense LOL SORRY. whateverrr i was never good at this creative writing shit. and hopefully you'll get the general gist of it. anyway see every single one of you soon! have a beautiful day. i love you all xx