university

fuk. reality just slapped me in the face. i am going to study really hard. i need 98.35. i really really need it. i really want to do commerce liberal studies. i've completed my uac preferences. 1. commerce law usyd 2. commerce liberal studies usyd (PLEASE I WANNA DO THIS SO BAD..) 3. commerce international unsw 4. commerce liberal studies unsw 5. combined commerce unsw 6. commerce arts usyd. i am going to study really hard. i will get there. i don't care about preference one cos i don't really wanna do it. i wanna major in international business and government and international relations (WHICH IS ABOUT POLITICS AND COMMUNISM OMFG MY FAVORITE..!). i wanna do a country specific course in china's economy in international business. if i go to unsw, i will major in international business and minor in management. i would like to study either korean or chinese as an elective but i get to choose up to 9. i guess a bachelor of laws doesn't relate much to what i wanna do so yeah. i need to study really hard. fuk everything else! ok im writing my scholarship application essay right now for usyd. hmm. i don't want the scholarship that much. i rather 98.35 uai. oh yeh i forgot to mention that usyd doesnt offer flexible entry for commerce liberal studies lol or any other commerce ones haha.. fuk... my first three preferences don't have bonus points.. so yeh to get into preference 3 (commerce international) ill need 97.5 or something like that. well im not gonna be negative, so im gonna say that i can get it if i dedicate enough time to study. im glad i kinda like my school subjects. im just lazy. ok im gonna finish my application. its hard :(