cos im a copy-cat... NOT

this is the perfect time to do that 10things thingo

bcos i am so freaking pmsed again

you girls probably wont know half the people i say this stuff to

1. i've been barring you so freaking much these days, and you are obviously aware of it ha,, but we both know that my ways of barr-ation are nothing new. you're always looking out for me, and you are srsly probably the only person who has been doing so for such a long time. i'm so thankful for your constant recognition of my existence and making sure i'm 'alright', even when i have been so bitchy and sarcastic to you. i hardly even see your ugly face, and we communicate mostly through technology, but hopefully we will be able to make time in the near future. i know i can fully trust you, and you are like a brother to me.

2. i have betrayed you in a way that was unthinkable. i will put all my effort in making it up to you this year. thankyou for helping me become the person that i am now,, and putting up with everything i do, including my hectic pms. you are my best friend, and i will repay you by the triple, as soon as i am able to. i love you.

3. my exact words are: "no, her hair looks fine, it is your hair that looks fuked up. no, her makeup looks beautiful, it is you that needs a mirror." i freaking dislike you,, alot. the moment i hear of a criticism or anything of the sort, i will fuking break you. just go play quietly with your friend who i dislike too,, or seriously, you will face consequences, bitch.

4. i am going to miss you sososo much, but i am -oh so glad- that you will still be in the same country =]. you have come to this decision from your achievements and for your future,, which im sure, is going to end up as successful as ever. at least i will see you every holiday. :) be safe, and wish you all the best.

5. it was nice meeting you again. it's surprising that you aren't on my hate list, after all the times you have hurt me. i learnt alot from you, and you are the reason why i learnt to become more open to people. i was never sure of what,,, we were, and i regret not asking too. it's a shame that our last encounter, was not the greatest. but hopefully the next time we meet,, we will be good friends.. you were not a waste of time. 

6. we used to be so freaking tight. it's sad how it just kinda.. died. i thought i had found someone i could fully trust, but it was sad to find that i was wrong. i don't think it's possible to go back, as much as i would have wanted to. i'm sorry but i don't take pickers. i guess we were,, too different?

7. i'm sorry if i'm too unfamiliar and unaware of everything. take it or leave it.

8. i try my hardest for us to become more friendlier and closer with each other. and yes, it does work, but only sometimes. one tiny thing may just wreck it all,, or there will always be something in the way of that,, just like today. please stop making me regret what i've done for you. in the end, you may lost it all. be nice.

9. hi, do you freakishly see me too often? LOL

10. i knew you ever since the minute i was born. you're beautiful, you have talent, and you had potential... but it's a shame that you let go of all that.. but.. it's still not too late. really. i could seriously help you in the future if i could. please get back on track.

ps. for the girls who aren't in this, it's cos i know that you know that i love yous anyway lol. er did that make sense