:)

i have my human cell bio midsem later today but i'm still in a preeetty good mood hehe
maybe because it's at like 5pm so i still have time to study
but i need to go doctors.. maybe i should go doctors now & then library for the rest of the day to study.
or go doctors, then uni for my 2-4 phonetics lecture then study.. hmm
i'm excited for when bec becomes a registered gp or whatnot.. no more waiting in queues but VIP treatment right. RIGHT BEC?? haha
biology is such a bother.. everything is about memorising
i have to know about homeostasis, the cell, introductory chemistry, biological molecules/molecules and membrane structure & function for today.
i hope the uni is nice and give us easy questions though i should anticipate the worst
i swear it doesn't have much relevance to my course. but oh well.
good luck for accounting exam people today too :D

HULLLLLO MY SNB BROS

omg hehe i took more of my mum's clothes.. i found some old ralph lauren denim jacket which is a bit big for me but i wore it today and i loved it <3 it doesn't keep you warm but.. denim is so shit at that haha. also found a shirt that looks like denim but isn't and is kinda oversized and has swirlys on the front (linda :P) like embroided or whatever. omg i love it but yeah havent worn it yet. its really oversized :( i love my mum aha! did i tell you guys how i found old vintagey clothes?? well i did :) omfg nicest fucking long skirts!! 2 of them. a green one thats made out of canvas.. it looks so cultured. dad got it for her from some ethnic part of china. and a blue one thats kinda tie dye. really hippie but nice.

printing off accounting stuff now. accounting is soo weird.. omg i have to study accounting history yay. im so bad at income statements but.. sigh -_-" need to study more.

omg bec i have fireflies in my head LOL WTF??

sigh i wish i won the ebay auctions :'(
and i got underpaid today :( but im gonna get the extra pay next weeeeeeeeek. working on sunday at ewood. who wants to visit me?? :)

btw to bec again, won't be coming to newcastle cos i have to help mum set uppppppppppppp!

in bed;

in my pjs;

just so keen for a sleep.

i just got back from hospital

i love med, i really do. but im so behind it's fucking amazing. argh what's wrong with me. gotta start studying seriously soon.

my patient today was the loveliest person ever

71 year old granny who seemed to have every problem in the world.. sepsis (blood poisoning), sarcoidosis which was some disease that can affect any organ of your body (her lungs), duputren's contactures (her fingers cant like go straight so they are bent), chronic asthma, arthritis, skin cancer that got removed, and more.

slightly depressing..

omg guys last week my patient full lied.

when taking history seriously like specifically asked - do you have any other medical condition. "no, no apart from this im completely healthy :) yeh it's pretty good etc".

what about anything that runs in the family?

"oh my brother has diabetes"

do you take any other medications

"no. i take sugar sometimes not because anythings wrong with me, no one ever told me to, just because i want to"

went back to present to the doctor.. turns out he has crazy diabetes that caused why he was in hospital in the first place (ulcers)..

hate dressing up for hospital.

completely forgot to bring more conservative clothes up from sydney

wore a black dress and black blazer. felt like i was going to a funeral

these work clothes look so nice :(

gotta get ready soon and head to Elissa's for pre drinks..

for sesh's 18th

i want to study.

[ ] HUBS CATCH UP

[ ] WP5

[ ] WP6

[ ] WP7

[ ] PUBLIC HEALTH

omfg took me like 10 minutes to log in cause i couldnt find the pw

does anyone use the verisoft pw thing that automates your logins & passwords, its a fking lifesaverrr but like ..

i had a different pw for blogger & google & argh...

wtf is with the word verification things.. do they honestly expect you to be able to read 3 letter overlapped on each other -__-

.. why wont this thing let me copy and paste argh
i was gonna reply to your post yineng but this thing sucks so ill do it another day

im eating these nuts and the outside/shell bit tastes like you know those lollies that were like ... really sweet&yellow& kinda like honey & had a prune or something inside , yeah it tastes like that ........
i feel fat

i moved some furniture around in my room :)

its fun

i wish i was creative & could think like an interior designer or something but unfortunately i suck at anything that has to do with the ... left???? side of the brain , or is it the right?

whatever , the more creative sideee

BAR ROUGE *

i kept forgetting the name.. :( the building was called bund18! kkkkkkkkk i'm copy pasting the list again cos gonna add some shiiiiiit.

honestly im craving the mocktail atm haha..

  

Memories/Adventures

Korea and China

• world's most delicious mocktail (i forgot the name!) from Bund18 in Shang, the white businessmen bar haha
• Bupyeong juice shop <3 we even nad a loyalty card! i remember pomegranate juice, krn grape juice, apple juice and more =)
• skiing.. looooooooooooooooooooool. loved it hehe.. we are so fuking pro.
• having to run back to the hotel after taking off our ski stuff in -20 degrees :'(
• "red light district" of Bupyeong
• Penguin hat from krn Baskin Robbins (i have it guys)
• buying the ugly panda hat from the poor chinese man :(
• Bec's bear hat guy
• Sooji's "raving"
• Chinese Triads at Mix with half shaven heads and long hair
• size of Beijing Mix Club!! fuking huge and beautiful!
• Linda vs Korean chicks outside Mix cloak room. "fuk you think i don't know what shibal means!!??"
• our cool phone in Korea and its ringtone. yea everyone was jealous hahaahah
• thinking we were gonna get kidnapped by the gangster on the way to and from the great wall cos they were talking about their dai lo in Chinese in the van and being shifty and making Shen, Bec and me get out of the van without telling us why. lol me and sooji planning to "ankshay" them if they did anything and trying to talk piglatin to the Swedish guys to plan an escape LOL
• the Swedish couple!! <3 so cute and good at english haha
• fighting with 2 different shopkeepers at Silk St (Siu Shui Jie)
• that pickpocket in New World Beijing. he tried to yank Sooji's camera but she felt it then the guy walked away and i kept being like "OI WHERE ARE YOU GOING" then he talked to some other guy then ran away so i confronted the other guy being like "where did your friend go?" "what friend?" "the one that tried to steal" "what friend?" "the one that just ran away" "don't know what you're talking about" "you're a thief" "oi.. you better be careful what you say" then walks away
• realising we could get back from Seoul quicker by getting off at Seoul Station instead of that other place.. OMG I FORGOT ALL THE NAMES OF THE STATIONS :'( im sad..
• bargaining :)
• "choggio, ulmaaeyo??" haha i forgot my korean fuk :(
• having to wait for the 5:30am/6am train everytime we went to Seoul at night
• being called twins/sisters/same person with Linda like 500 times
• FOREVER 21 and H&M
•  "choggio, hwajangshil uldiaeyo" LOL I CANT SPELL KRN IM SORRY :(
• all them Korean chicks humping the black guys at Harlem!
• chat paedophilic and overall unattractive fat old white men and women at the Shang club.. eww
• Shanghai clubs are at the top of a shopping centre lol wtf
• Asians dancing = not cool
• Shang/Beijing PCs LOL. ESPECIALLY THE TOILET SMELLING ONE IN THE BUILDING WHICH HAD NO WALLS COS IT WAS THAT DELAPIDATED.. hahaha.. we're so cool. we bummed at the one in Shang which was upstairs and had kebabs downstairs by some street vendor lolol ROSE AND SOOJI LOVED THEM KEBABS. i think they were kebabs?
• using the 300 yuan internet at JC Mandarin LOL haha..
• sleeping arrangements in Shang lol. we're so povo. 5 ppl on 2 single beds =)
• being scared in taxis
• being overcharged in the black taxi in Korea -______-"
• SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES IE. POCKY AND OTHER JUNKFOOD + FRUIT + MILK TEA LOL!!! Lottemart and Carrefour!!
• eating about 30 packets of pocky in a week plus another 30 instant milk teas
• Linda's lime and cucumber pringles
• 200 yuan/hr Ks. wtf hahaha.. and the buffet at K lol..
• eating out OUR FAV RESTAURANT IN BEIJING HAHHAHAHA.. the random one that was pro but still so fuking cheap near our hotel
• eating mei cai kou rou ie. pork and preserved veges i think? Sooji's fav =) and lily and celery Linda's fav =)
• eating like 10 peking ducks...
• hotel manager who looks like guy from prior forgot the prior guys name. hotel guy's name was peter. he was fuking nice haha
• Cindy's cafe <3
• wearing beanies and scarved and uggies everyday :)
• white xmas in Korea
• Korean pcs look exactly like cityhunter/webstation etc
• everyone seeing like half of sydney in Korea??
• uppudejeongbongdujeonggongdong lolol
• seeing fake LV/Hermes/Gucci/Prada/Chanel everywhere in Beijing
• seeing real LV/Hermes/Gucci/Prada/Chanel everywhere outside our hotel in Shang -_-" i swear i feel so poor in Shang!! everyone's loaded!
• K, DVD rooms, chicken and bars in Korea!
• watching the Hyori/Daniel Henney camping show
• KOREAN TV PORN LOL
• heated floors <3
• ranga beard Canadian dude from the great wall
• seedy thai/cambo guys and monks on the great wall
• being able to hear Bec and Sooji talking about certain ppl in the other room in the hotel LOL i swear if ppl were having sex in the room next to you, you would be able to hear everything
• blocking the toilet then trying to google a plumber in korea then fixing it after youtubing a how to video lol. also SJ blocking the toilet in BJ haha
• dried mushrooms/dried pumpkin that was eaten by yae's auntie from the lottemart at lotteworld. we never saw htem again :(
• seeing the Ying Yang Twins and 2pm HAHAHAHHAHA
• all going to Syd Uni lolllllllllll
• ending up at burger king every night -______-

im bored girls..

im in my lecture.

"culture influences out choice of register, our choice or language. some cultures need more respect. (i wonder what culture this is . . . Lol -_-) the most important thing to be a good doctor is to be a good communicator - you need the trust of your patient"

"communication is one of your most important tools you have to be an expert communicator you have to know how best to talk to people. you want them to have a good health outcome. you dont want them to take the wrong medication."

yeaaaaah

fuck srsly im bored offf my face right now..

i want to get homeeee..

finish at 530

i need to do the groceries i need milk and fruit and FOOD ..

and shampoo

maybe bread

ummm yer..

you think about whats the appropriate way to show respect,

what form of address is appropriate

how do you make an apology "oh sorry if you step on someones toes?" what's their expectation.

THE DOCTOR KNOWS BEST. ha ha ha

thats what old people think

many young people may not have that attitude.

love her

i just read on the newspaper that the Bieber concert got cancelled lol!! that's so slack!! like he had 9,000,000 little girls campin out for him! anyways haha i remember heaps of shit when we were overseas. i'll do a little list:

*LIST HAS MOVED UP A FEW ENTRIES =)*

Memories/Adventures

Korea and China

• world's most delicious mocktail (i forgot the name!) from Bund18 in Shang, the white businessmen bar haha
• Bupyeong juice shop <3 we even nad a loyalty card! i remember pomegranate juice, krn grape juice, apple juice and more =)
• skiing.. looooooooooooooooooooool. loved it hehe.. we are so fuking pro.
• having to run back to the hotel after taking off our ski stuff in -20 degrees :'(
• "red light district" of Bupyeong
• Penguin hat from krn Baskin Robbins (i have it guys)
• buying the ugly panda hat from the poor chinese man :(
• Bec's bear hat guy
• Sooji's "raving"
• Chinese Triads at Mix with half shaven heads and long hair
• size of Beijing Mix Club!! fuking huge and beautiful!
• Linda vs Korean chicks outside Mix cloak room. "fuk you think i don't know what shibal means!!??"
• our cool phone in Korea and its ringtone. yea everyone was jealous hahaahah
• thinking we were gonna get kidnapped by the gangster on the way to and from the great wall cos they were talking about their dai lo in Chinese in the van and being shifty and making Shen, Bec and me get out of the van without telling us why. lol me and sooji planning to "ankshay" them if they did anything and trying to talk piglatin to the Swedish guys to plan an escape LOL
• the Swedish couple!! <3 so cute and good at english haha
• fighting with 2 different shopkeepers at Silk St (Siu Shui Jie)
• that pickpocket in New World Beijing. he tried to yank Sooji's camera but she felt it then the guy walked away and i kept being like "OI WHERE ARE YOU GOING" then he talked to some other guy then ran away so i confronted the other guy being like "where did your friend go?" "what friend?" "the one that tried to steal" "what friend?" "the one that just ran away" "don't know what you're talking about" "you're a thief" "oi.. you better be careful what you say" then walks away
• realising we could get back from Seoul quicker by getting off at Seoul Station instead of that other place.. OMG I FORGOT ALL THE NAMES OF THE STATIONS :'( im sad..
• bargaining :)
• "choggio, ulmaaeyo??" haha i forgot my korean fuk :(
• having to wait for the 5:30am/6am train everytime we went to Seoul at night
• being called twins/sisters/same person with Linda like 500 times
• FOREVER 21 and H&M

15 THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. you guys know everything

14 THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
1. lies and liars of any sort

2. people who can't control their moods?

3. people who use others..

4. like.. if you don't like someone why do u care about them so much?? just be normal don't ruin everything for others or suck up to them just cos you need something? people who can't just be normal??

5. stress

6. having shit on your mind

7. DOGS

8. people who don't eat LOL

9. being sick or everything and still having to go to uni in the morning LOL . .

10. when people like med a little too much and it drives me crazy cos they are so fkn smart . . HAHA

11. shit internet

12. people who dont make an effort to keep in contact

13. people who expect too much . it's not my job to that for you?

14. sluts

13 THINGS YOU LOVE
1. genuinely nice people

2. lazy weekends likeee just chilling in bed with dvds etc LOl

3. seeing people that i love that i hvnt seen in a while and just catching up

4. having no uni work or assesments!

5. where i am now :)

6. my family and friends

7. goooood food!

8. SLEEPING

9. spending money LOL

10. good skin

11. people who make an effort

12. honesty

13. FUN people :)

12 THIS OR THAT
Red or white rose? red
Music or art? music because im not art-y enough to understand art
Summer or winter? both have their benefits ay
Hot or cute? hot but a cute personality :)
Funny or romantic? funny
Day or night? night
Phone or e-mail? phone.. i never use email!
Truth or dare? truth
Inside or outside? inside unless im dressed up and ready to go out! but i still cbf travelling far
Crunchy or smooth peanut butter? crunchy
White or dark chocolate? white
Life in prison or death penalty? um probs suicide . . lol

11 OPPOSITE GENDER
Eye color: natural
Hair color: natural
Short or long hair? short and clean
Short or tall? tall
Muscular or lean? muscly, but not like.. huge
Personality traits: funny, honest, genuine, smart, nice
Cleanliness: CLEANNNN x100
Smell: smelling nice! :)
Education: smart and pref like uni
Religion: dont care
Date spot: everywhere? ahaha

10 FACTS
Name: Rebecca
Age: 18
Birthday: 10/12/91
Zodiac sign: saggitarus
Eye color: i always wear light brown contacts
Hair color: black
Righty or Lefty: right
Background: beijing
Language: english and mando
Current Location: willoughby east/jesmond

9 YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
First thought when you wake up: WHAT TIME IS IT
Ambition for the future: be happy, succesful, have a nice family and a fun life
Current siblings: older sis
Age difference: 1 year and 4 months
Number of kids: 2 ish
Where you were 10 years ago: i was 8 years old. in year .. 3 or something and r.e.p.s being boring ha ha a i dont remember shit from primary thats why
Where you are now: 18 years old ummm exactly where i want to be ;)
Where you want to be in 10 years: doctoring ay
What you want to achieve before you die: find someone perfect, have kiddds, work hard, play hard, be a good mother ummmm, be happy

8 PEOPLE CLOSEST TO YOU
(random)
1. mum
2. dad
3. sister
4. cookie
5. the girls . . .
6.
7.
8.

7 THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. travel EVERYWHERE

2. get married

3. have kids

4. get my dream job

5. meet some amazing people

6. he he own a pug. im gonna call it pretty.

7. buy a nice house that's like water front or osmething!!!

6 HAVE YOU IN THE LAST MONTH...
Drunken alcohol? yes
Smoked? yes
Gone to the mall? yes
Got beaten up? no
Beat someone up? no
Dyed your hair? no

5 HAVE YOU EVER...
Skinny dipped? no
Flashed someone? LOL i hope not mate
Had someone flash you? same
Lied to a friend? yes
Skipped school? yes

4 LASTS
Hug: hmmm nicole this morning
Phone call: angela
E-mail: becx0 - myspace?? wtf, rcui91 - domain, uni email acct- "medical textbooks for sale"
IM: dno.. havent been on msn in ages.. but eddy/beaves on fb chat

3 FIRSTS
Best friend: katherine maybes in Kindy .. in preschool.. i dont remember..
School: Ryde east public school
House lived in: first one that i can remember? ryde, when i was younger.. marboura? i think

2 FAVOURITES
Disney movie: haha only one i remember is lion king cos i watched it like 3 days ago.. wasnt that good but simba was the best
Fruity scent: LOL hmmmm peach and lemon

1 FINISH THE SENTENCE
I AM: gonna study !

10 things to 10 people

1. i can be completely myself when i'm around you which is why i like you being around. i'd like to see you more please..! at least half as much as i use to.
2. you surprised me so much with your OBJECTIVE niceness. i've always thought you were a good person but yeah.. thank you
3. why are you so hypocritical? lately you're always, alwayssssss complaining about something then doing the exact same thing right away!! you're very kind and everything but your level of hypocrisy is a bit awkward
4. i'm not quite sure what you're trying to prove. or what your intentions are. but good on you, since it must be pretty exhausting being so fucking fake all the time
5. i wish i could have a loooong proper conversation with you sometime soon. haha it's long overdue!
6. you were one of the few people i hoped would never fade away. oh well.. i guess this was bound to happen
7. where are you??? what are you doing these days??? how are things??? i hope you've met nice people. i miss you so much
8. hahaha i never knew you were such a flirt/almost-a-slut
9. its nothing to you but the little things you say and responses you show on occasion really hurt. i hope you'll see for yourself soon because i don't appreciate the guilt
10. at the end of the day i know i can always count on you :) right?

helllllllooooo
ahhhhhhhh micro exam today at 6pm. my plan is to get through the textbook by 12 noon, then practice but solving problems until 4. get ready/relax for half and hour then leave at 4:30pm. get to uni probs 5:30-6pm. alsooo i dyed my hair darkerrrr :) i was fuking sick of how my hair looked orange and the length of my roots and shit. but my hair shines red in the sun now -_-" i hope it goes away soon. i look so natural now :) lovely. darker for winter aye. omg this exam is worth 30% ahaha.. its so confused. eco is so confusing.. doing my head in. haha i shouldn't have wasted time dying my hair last night. o wells, it was fun =)
going to wear uggboots to uni today. it looks frosty outside even though its sunny.
btw there's a glue sale starting today fuk im gonna go tomoro hahaha i still have 50 dollars. hope i can buy something/s nice :) im willing to add like 100 more hahaha SALE :D:D:D:D:D!! i need shoes and jackets and a skirt ehehe.. how fun fun fun =)
k gonna study now.

dog .

oldie

Aaliyah's Miss You is so fuking sad! love this song.

Off to college
Since you went away
Straight from high school
You up and left me
We were close friends
Also lovers
Did everything
For one another

Now you're gone and I'm lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back...to me
Can you...feel me
Hear me...callin
For you...Cause it's

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do?
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine?
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

Now I'm sittin' here
Thinkin' 'bout you
And the days we used to share
It's drivin' me crazy
I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin' if you still care

I don't wanna let you know
That it's killin' me
I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby
Come back...to me
Can you...feel me
Hear me...callin
For you...Cause it's

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do?
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine?
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

omfg im pissed off right now. can you fuk off ugly bitch!! ahahha it's not even anything LOL even i feel stupid but still im pissed. you guys know how pissed i get ahahaha i don't care i rather be pissed. yeah so go somewhere else fat bitch. you're just like the rest of them flirty girls who think they're cute enough to get any guy LOOOOOOOOOOL i dont even know you, but i think you're a piece of shit. omg im so slack.. ahahahahha fat bitcccccccchh dont know what he saw in yaaaaa

i got hives again fml

yliu1402@uni.sydney

YO. i always crawl back to the blog when i have hw/assessments ahaha. i haven't blogged properly in soo fuking long and i guess i have alot to say. well i'm in exam period right now :( i have about 5/6 including homeworks that count.. i think i like statistics the best so far.. it's so straightforward and you can actually study for it unlike the other subjects.. you use like binomials and probablities and equations :) i fuking do not understand all these theories and laws. i like social/cultural/political laws. i do not like marketing theories or bloody economic laws. they are so frustrating.. it's like they're trying to find the answer to life or some shit by making up equations to explain situations in life. i find it stupid but i think its only because i didn't do economics in the HSC and don't understand it :( it's so hard.. wtf is economies of scale.. i didn't get it in year 11 and i still don't. WELL, i got a lovely new laptop ahaha i love it i'm using it right now :) 15 inch Dell Inspiron. ok most people probably know cos i've been raving on about it for weeks hahaha...

it's cute aye? i got the pink one :) the baby blue one is nice too. i LOVE Windows 7 ahahaa it's so bloody fun to use! i love windows+tab hehe. dad also brought home an iriver p7. irivers are fuking beautiful. so much prettier than an iPod!!! its bigger than an iPod touch though.

hehe.. fuk i really should study for marketing. ill get off in like 5 mins. i realised Facebook is sooo boring... argh i'm hating it! it wastes so much time. i feel like icecream. i ate some before. some packaged gelato mum bought... peach sorbet. so good. this reminds me of Crust Pizza from our marketing assignment haha.. the gelato brand found a gap in the icecream market and took advantage of it. the firm produced gelato bar quality gelato and packaged it to be sold in supermarkets like low market icecreams :) Gelatissimo gelato is goooooooooooooood.. i always go eat it with Jono hahaha.. they have this new flavour called easter egg flavour which is niiiiice. my fav flavour is cookies and cream or cookie dough. the bisconniti (i think) one from Gelatissimo is so nice. i also like Waiyih's nutella icecream from Cold Rock. it's probably the best one actually haaha. no actually Homers icecream is the nicest! norgen vaaz haha.. i swear there are all these weirdcopycat brands in Aus. norgen vaas vs haagen das, cold rock vs cold stone, bread top vs bread talk? and various other brands. bloody Australians.

i'm so glad im out of school now. i just realised alot of shit happened during highschool lol fuking memories.. i spent so long trying to find my place. wowwwww year 11 feels like 5 years ago.. omgaaaad.. ive been with Jono for like so fuking long.. lol like 1 year 8 months wttttttf! i know i've blogged this before but i was 16 haha and he was 19. how weird is that...? far out.. i realise we've been through so much now -______-" its crazy cos ive never spoken to anybody everyday for that long haa.. omg i got him this mad shirt.. i swear i will never get over how nice it is LOL so if anybody sees him wearing it, compliment the shirt. its Henleys and like blue. not dark or light.. it's just normal blue, but a fuking nice blue. i wanna go shoppppppppppping asap!! after exams fuking hell :( i need to buy black flats or those black boot shoes things that i saw with shen in the rabens store. i need to buy a winter jacket and a black tight plain skirt! what else do i need to buy.. i wanna read this book called Angelology. its kinda scary. it's like The Da Vinci Code but about angels and how they actually exist. but they are like fallen angels, not nice ones.

btw does anybody have nice music? the last time i updated my music collection was during HSC lol. i've stopped listening to music and i kinda wanna get back into it, but im so sick of the songs i have right now.. i have cool earphones that my fam friend got me from japan hehe.. i wanna use them more :) they're hello kitty!! i'll use them on the iriver hahaha mum and i are like trying to decide who it belongs to :P

also i love this blog layout <3 mainly cos there's a bird but i like the whole freshness of it.

fuk i need to study -_- i have work tomorrow at Ashfield 10am-3pm. marketing exam on monday. eco online quiz due monday. eco exam thursday. acct exam thursday. acct hw tuesday. stats hw friday. ahaha.. never ending work! im enjoying it kinda though.. aiming for distinction average.. will i make it?? hope so. sacrificing so much shit to study. sacrificing life/fun for this shit. but i want a fuking nice job in the end so i gotta put in effort now and not fuk up. its only a 3 year degree. 6 semesters. 3 months per semester. 3x6=18. 18 months.

BTW BEC GUESS WHAT?? i have to do a unit called digital business innovation and its part of information systems. i'm doing it next semester and apparently its like HSC HAHA WITH HUBS AND PORTS AND FLOWCHARTS :) finally a subject i have a head start in lololol even thought i got a 55 scaled mark in the HSC AHHAHAA IM THE BEST.

anyways im off cos i have to study :( i think im gonna sleep actually. actually listen to some marketing podcasts then sleep.

here are some posey photos for you guys to enjoy :)

need you now

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

NOT GONNA FUCK THINGS UP FROM

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.

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now.

JESSICA JAEUN LEE SAID IT'S AN OLD PERSON SONG ...
BUT I LOVE IT IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL




i love this song also :)
plus the english .... could be worse!

10 minute break from study i swear .

yineng i love the new layout thing and yae in blogged.

this is only active because of mid-sem exams coming up. they aren't even "coming up" they are like now seeing as i know mine and yaeins are tomorrow - tomorrow .

it's 11:11 right now. i saw it and im happy now.

im rewarding myself cos i did a little bit of study, im easy on myself like that...

tonight i will finish studying.

i promise myself.

kinda over complaining about studying and how boring it is.. work's pretty fun but i just hope i pass cos i have no idea where im sitting . . ha ha ha

i'm going back to newcastle tmro arvo.

missss you all losers.. even though i saw you all during this break haha.

goodluck see you soon.

tell me if u have exams this week or if it's next

bcos i wanna have a proper catch-up next week.. not clubbing and not library.

coffee or dinner okay?

xx

DON'T YOU HATE IT WHEN YOU CAN FEEL YOURSELF GRADUALLY LOSING FAITH IN SOMETHING
not necessarily faith but
something you really believed in, or something you really hoped for, or maybe just something that meant alot to you