i dont know how to rotate the video ! haha .

me & yaein leave my house and make a one minute walk to my grandma's house after school :)

bec

yay get excited

i havent blogged here for ages, except for the quizzes which no one but me will find entertaining ahhaaa.

these holidays have been good. 

welllll i got iMac - 24inches

its huge but, takes up half my desk.

The purpose of this picture is to look at the ring, i swear. hahaa. i found it when moving houses & cleaning :) can u see it?

its school tomorrow and im scared.

fuck im so boring.

im sorry.

see you all bright and early tmro x.

LOL

GUYS... err LOL I JUST FOUND THE FUNNIEST THING EVER.. LOL ASK ME WHAT IT IS LOL OMG LOL....... i told Yaein already LOL!!! hahahahahahahhaahahahahaha some ppl are sooooo weird. not to add 2 faced and has trouble keeping to herself? LOL! well she's not the only one hahahahaha there's plenty around. oh man some people are soo embarrassing ahhh like i don't wanna get bashed by some gangster chicks at our school LOL so yeh ill step back LOL especially cos ones going out with the ultimate dai lo LOL HAHAHA!!!!! lol seriously everyone stay away from Central PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz... LOL!!! omg people are sooo fuking embarrassing these days lol!!

my autobiograpy

Rules: Once you've been tagged, Fill this out and repost as, "My Autobiography" ... And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
facebook one, in the study at my house

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
trackies and a tee

3. What is your current problem?
no study been done

4. What makes you happy most?
boys clothes money friends food

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
i have nothing on my itunes cos its new, but i have a youtube vid open of some DJ somethings mix. Lol...

6. Any celeb you would marry?
beckham,

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
mingqing..

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
as a kid in choir

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah someone used to tell me i look like boa LOLLL. umm thats about it unfortunately

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
nah, the max i hit is the simpsons

11. Do you speak any languages?
mando & english

12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
grandfather

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
rarely

14. What is something that really annoys you?
i dont know. headaches and being hungry and tired, idiots

Chapter 1:
===============

1. Middle name:
Bei Jia

2. Nickname(s):
bec, reboob, beccui, tipsy LOL teletubbi hahah. i dont know.

3. Current location:
in the study, home, stan st willoughby east

4. Eye color:
dark brown

Chapter 2:
===============

1. Do you get along with your parent(s):
yeah

2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced
Married

3. Do you have any Siblings?:
big sis, 18 turning 19

Chapter 3: Favourites
===============

1. Ice Cream:
green tea & cookies& cream

2. Season:
autumn

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
herbal essences the orange one smells so good

Chapter 4: Do You..
===============

1. Dance in the shower?
nah my showers pretty small, not that i would regardless

2. Do you write on your hand?
sometimes

3. Call people back?
always, except when i forget. which is often if you call me when im assleep

4. Believe in love?
hard to, but yes 

6. Any bad habits?
nail biting

7. Any mental health issues?
a tad, haha

Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
1. Broken a bone
nah

2. Sprained anything?
nope

3. Had physical therapy?
i dnt know what that is but no

4. Gotten stitches?
no

5.Taken painkillers?
yep

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling?
no im not good with water

7. Been stung by a bee?
nah

8. Thrown up at the dentist?
no..

9. Sworn in front of your parents?
yeah they swear too

10. Had detention?
nope

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
===============
1. Movie(s)
cinemas has been a while, but the boy in the striped pjs @ DVD with sooji rose leung

2. Three people that text you?
who sms' me: Yaein (defos), sooji, david?

the last sms': Geoffrey, Natalie, Sooji

3. Person you called last?
last person i talked to on fone: Nat

last person i called: alex

4. Person you hugged?
prob someone i said bye to yday @ conan&brians yday

5. Person you tackled?
HMMM.

6. Person you last IM?
i dont have MSN yet on this , but talking to will on Facebook messenger

7. Thing you touched?
 keyboard clearly

8. Thing you ate?
dinner - pi dan shou ruo zuo (yineng>) LOL

9. Thing you drank?
water now

10. Thing you said?
"only with acessories" to my sister

7 Beauty Looks That Freak Him Out

Scary style #1: Super-size hair
A guy running his fingers through your hair is sexy. Having him get caught on your ‘do is a major DON’T. “Hairspray, highlights, extensions—it’s all too much,” says Mike, 22. “I like women who keep it natural so that you can see the real person.”

Scary style #2: Layers of makeup
While we stress over covering up every imperfection, the guys just want us to take it all off, and that includes makeup. “Too much powder and foundation makes me dread what’s underneath, and it implies high maintenance,” says LaSean, 35. Forget piling it on—just let your skin breathe!

Scary style #3: Clawlike nails
Imagine trying to hold hands with those talons! “Really long nails are frightening,” says Shane, 22. Keeping them trimmed is not only less maintenance, it makes you more cuddle-friendly, too.

Scary style #4: Barely there brows
Super-skinny tadpole brows aren’t a turn-on, says Will, 27. Draw attention to your eyes without penciling on your arches—the natural, groomed kind beat the overplucked ones any day!

Scary style #5: Cleopatra-worthy eye makeup
Sure, Liz was a vision in thick black liner and a gold headdress, but Paul, 23, makes a good point: “You aren’t Elizabeth Taylor or Cleopatra.” Rim the inside of your eyes for added definition or add bronze or eggplant liner for a little drama.

Scary style #6: Overtanning
“I’m not into a girl if her skin looks like a catcher’s mitt,” says Ron, 25. “The orange, leathery look is just not cute.” Slather on the sunscreen, skip the tanning bed and get your natural glow on.

Scary style #7: Reflective lips
“A little lip gloss is nice, but too much can be trashy,” says Jonathan, 36—not to mention slippery! Try swapping your gloss for a stain or matte lipstick before a date with high smooch potential.

11 Things Guys Don’t Understand About Women

1. “Why, oh, why, can’t you create a single, central location for your hair ties and bobby pins?!? And why is there one on the handle of the microwave?” —Chris, 26

2. “Why are women so afraid of bugs but can regularly pour hot wax on their bodies and rip hair out by its roots?” —Justin, 22

3. “Girls and drama! My God, it’s like an episode of Dawson’s Creek! He said, she said…it goes on and on for years. Do you ever get over an argument?” —James, 28

4. “I am confused enough about why the onslaught of hormones every month, like clockwork, still takes me by surprise (the next day when she gets her period, I’m like, Oh! We got into a fight because she was hormonal!), but why does that fact take her by surprise? Shouldn’t she kind of realize it and be like, ‘Don’t listen to me—I’m hormonal’?” - Jake

5. “I don’t get why getting married so soon is so important to most women. Is love not enough?” —Brian, 24

6. “Why all the shoes? Really, my sister has suitcases full of shoes that I’ve thrown aside more often than she’s even seen them. It boggles the mind!” —Mark, 25

7. “I don’t understand their attitudes! Everything is good for, like, the first three months, but after that, it’s a whole different ball game!” —Danny, 32

8. “I don’t get why girls say one thing and mean something different. Like when they say, ‘You can watch the game,’ and then when you do, you get in trouble.” —Keith, 27

9. “What I don’t understand is why girls really, really, really want that nice guy, but once they find one, they can’t date him because now they need a jerk.” —Rob, 26

10. “Why do girls not like other girls when they first meet them? It’s as if they have to prove themselves to each other before they’ll consider them acceptable to hang out with.” —Aaron, 25

11. “I don’t understand why women can’t just speak more directly. They always want you to do something, but they don’t put it in words. Instead, they talk around the issue. I wish they were more up front and just said it!” —Justin, 26

STUDY BEAUTIFULS :D
btw happy black day for yesterday.

what the fuk

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fml

my mother was supposed to be back from new zealand an hour and a half ago

i was obviously planning to have dinner with her, but no, shes not here yet

my daddys in qld, my sister is out with her friends

oh my god

i am one lonely m****f*****

im home alone, hungry and bored

i hate you bec for not being able to come to chatswood tonight

i smell my neighbours dinner

chinese food..

mmm... i think ill go out and get chinese bbung

cos im an anti-cooker, ie. i cant cook, bloody helllll

and also cos i cbf to wait while my food is being made from restaurants

and also cos i will look like the biggest idiot eating dinner alone at a restaurant

and also cos i dont want to go into a restaurant alone to get takeaway food. i will look like a hectic fob who does share in an apartment

and also cos i think its raining outside, and im too precious to get wet from the rain ha

i am rambling about nothing due to my extreme boredom, so please girls, just ignore this post and keep doing what you were originally doing

just keep in mind that your good friend is extremely hungry and very lonely

happy easter !

linda style hehe

another quiz? i knowww.

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU (I READ THIS WRONG AND NO ONE TOLD ME ?!)
1. rebecca/bec
2. reboob
3. beccuii

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. in my life atm .. 20/10/09 HAHA and no bella its not cos it your bday :p
someone once told me we make alot of pledges to study on our blog.. ahaha.
2. 10/12/09 - 18th
3. 10/04/09

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. reply to sms'
2. take contacts out
3. mcirowave thai takeout

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY EVEN WHEN YOU'RE JUST AT HOME:
1. internet , im akways happy at home
2. mobile
3. foxtel or a dvd player as long as theres food to go with

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. dosh for clothes
2. something from a hot boy HAHA.
3. and brains

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. gosh i dont know if this is a hobby but going out/getting ready to go out bcos makeup makes a difference
2. mathematica
3. & defos eating and sleeping and lethargic activities

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. thailand
2. korea
3. italy

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. water only bcos its good for you
2. watermelon juice
3. lemon ice tea

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. atm.. 4u maths books, 4u maths books from sooji & prior hw
2. wallet
3. a red bag LOL those who know me at all will know what this is.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. black
2. yellow
3. purple

THREE THINGS ABOUT YOUR BODY:
1. unfit?
2. unhealthy
3. white HA im so attractive

THREE FAVOURITE HANGOUTS:
1. anywhere with certain people
2. places with good food
3. and good shops

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. family
2. food
3. close friends

THREE PEOPLE WHOM YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. yinengbo :P
2. linda
3. sooji

THREE THINGS SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. coookieface.
2. the girls :)
3. an education

THREE THINGS THAT MADE YOU HAPPY LATELY:
1. certain people who surprised me. by being a better person that i could imagine
2. holidays
3. new home

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. lazy
2. bored and unproductive
3. tired

some ppl annoy me.

no lies & answer everything.

1. Ever been given an engagement ring?
no .

2. Longest relationship?
umm 7/8 months?

3. Last gift you received?
food but i guess that doesnt count, before that i cant even remember . that's slightly depressing hahaaa.

4. Ever dropped a cellphone?
lol, clearly..

5. When's the last time you worked out?
a ran a few days back HAha. i wouldnt call what i did a work out though.

6. Thing(s) you spend money on the most?
defos food

7. Last food you ate?
abalone soup & takeaway from some tawianese place in artamon haha.

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
height & face i guess

9. One favourite song?
ummmmmm knock you down atm, empty frames-neyo, etc.

10. Where do you live?
willoughby on friday :)

11. High school you attended?
NSGHS

12. Cellphone service provider:
3

13. Favourite mall store?
Glue, Gp, Bardot

14. Longest job you had?
n/a

15. Do you own a piece of dice?
in my monoploy set? hehe

16. Do you prank call people?
no

17. Last wedding you attended?
back in the day, uncles

18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery?
yaein or fan ?

19. Last time you saw your best friend(s)?
hehe

20. Favourite fast food restaurant?
maccas by far

21. Biggest lie you have ever heard?
oh i can think of one.

22. Where's your favourite place to eat with friends?
chatswood westfied foodcourt? LOL

23. Can you cook?
easy shit .

24. What car do you drive?
zero hours..

25. Last time you cried?
a while ago

26. Most disliked food?
mushrroooms capsicums i dunnooooo..

27. Thing you like most about yourself?
what you like most

28. Thing you dislike most about yourself?
what you dont like most

29. Longest shift you have ever worked?
school ?

30. Favourite movie?
8 below / click / horror and the occasional girly films.

31. Can you sing?
Nope

32. Last concert attended?
Chris brown rhianna

33. Last kiss?
mmm months back hhhhhaha -_-

34. Last movie rented?
ummm 'as you like it' by shakespear

35. One thing you never leave the house without?
fone & doshhh and

36. Favourite vacation spot?
terigal (Lol nooo i say this cos bella said i love it)
china

37. Laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop . wanting a computer

38. Do you smoke?
no

39. Sleep with or without clothes?
with haha

40. Who sleeps with you every night?
cookie

41. Do long distance relationships work?
i dnnoo

42. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
never

43. Pancakes or french toast?
pnacakes

44. Do you like coffee?
okay

45. How do you like your eggs?
poached

46. Last person you talked to on the phone?
david

47. Last person on your missed calls list?
david

48. What was the last text message you received?
i got a credit for one of my subs! woo woo

49. number of pillows?
2

50. What are you wearing right now?
blakc tights and grey singlet

51. Pick a lyric, any lyric:
i never thought id fall for you as hard as i did

52. Can you play pool?
barely

53. Can you swim?
shitly

54. Favourite ice cream?
greentea & cookies&cream

55. Do you like maps?
yeah gps ?

56. Tell me a random fact about yourself?
my wall that im facing atm has a poster of david beckham and 2 cardbaord things full of maths formulaes i wrote.. Lol..

57. Ever attended a themed party?
HM

58. What is your favourite season?
autumm

59. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
today youtube

60. What time did you wake up this morning?
12:30 pm from a fone cal..

61. Best thing about winter?
clothing

62. Name of your first pet?
Goldy (it was this huge fish)

63. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
cool...?

64. What are you doing this weekend?
moving in

65. Name of your first love?
hhhhhaha i know its no lies and answer eveyrthing but i really cant

66. What do you want to be?
doctor/ botox surgeon ;)/ rich/married

67. Are you on a laptop?
yep in bed

68. Are you smiling?
no maybesmikring,

69. Do you miss someone right now?
no

70. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
thailand or korea or italy haha

71. Are you in high school?
yep

72. Do you have a crush?
nope

73. What is your favourite name?
angelina and nicola and hayden .

74. What colour is your bathing suit?
goldy/ and black&white&pink

75. Did you go on vacation last month?
no

76. Have you ever been on a cruise?
ummm i dont think so

77. Do you have a sister?
yes

78. Are you upstairs?
ye kinda

79. Are you in love?
no

80. Have you ever been in hospital?
no

81. Do you wish you could see anyone in particular right now?
no

82. What jewellery are u wearing right now?
2 earings

83. When you looked in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought about?
HHHHHHHHAHA skin

84. How much money do you have in your wallet?
dunno and lazy but my sister needed money this mornign so she got from my wallet so probably like none hehe

85. What's a saying that you use a lot?
hahha are u srs?

86. What are you going to do after this survey?
bedtimes

i am in such a good mood right now

i havent been this happy for such a long time :)

Twelve Types of Women

1. Ms. Gold-Digger
Advantages
a. You have some one to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other niggas jealous.
d. She makes you look good.
Disadvantages
a. When you get broke she’ll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your nigga comes up she’ll be on his arm the next day.

2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)
Advantages
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She’ll try everything more than once.
c. You’re never unsatisfied.
d. She’ll do all the things your girl won’t do.
e. She doesn’t mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.
Disadvantages
a. Eventually, b/c she’s a female, she’ll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she’s your “main”.
c. She mess wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling that she’s a freak.
d. Eventually her i can't read gets old. And you need a replacement.

3. Ms. Independent
Advantages
a. You don’t have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She’s intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She’s great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.
Disadvantages
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say i can't read you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.

4. Ms. Dyme
Advantages
a. She’s top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a “model”
e. Gets you on hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn’t care.
Disadvantages
a. She’s superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She’s probably dumb as hell and if she’s not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up b/c every nigga is gonna try to get her.

5. Ms. Tomboy
Advantages
a. She’s cool and laid back.
b. She’ll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She’s easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She’s a diamond in the rough.
Disadvantages
a. She’ll remind you too much of your nigga.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.

6. Ms. Ghetto
Advantages
a. She’s not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She’s down for you. She’ll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She’s always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.
Disadvantages
a. She doesn’t know how to act in public.
b. Your mother can’t stand her.
c. You get into it with her every other second.
d. She’s willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.

7. Ms. Good Girl
Advantages
a. She’s always there for you.
b. She’s intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.
Disadvantages
a. She’s an A or B situation either: A. You’re not gonna get any until ya’ll are married or B. She said she never done it she said she never tried she’s sitting there telling a mutha *bleeping* lie.

8. Ms. Main
Advantages
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You’ve been with her forever.
Disadvantages
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass.

9. Ms. Psycho
Advantages
a. She’s fun and spontaneous.
b. She’s down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.
Disadvantages
a. Don’t you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Screwing with her emotions can make your life a living hell.

10. Ms. I have a Man.
Advantages
a. She may have a man but she’ll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.
Disadvantages
a. She’ll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She’ll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she’ll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She’ll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.

11. Ms. Tease
Advantages
a. She’s tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She’s intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every nigga wants her b/c she’s so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.
Disadvantages
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)


12. MRS. RIGHT
Advantages
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme she is Beautiful and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother’s.
d. Her personality makes her more beautiful than any model
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She’s always there for, no matter what your dreams are.
j. She’s not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she’s your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She’s always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often take most of your i can't read. But she’s also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She’s nothing like any other girl you’ve met. She’s your woman.

***Disadvantage***
a. You’ve probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with all the other types that you let her go.

number one girl - joe

so this is what it feels like when you find the woman
who gives you the feeling folks been talking about
i've had my share of beauties in my life
none of them which i ever consider being my wife~

no heartshaped candy
no bouquet of flowers
nothing compares to this love of ours
and im prepared to do whatever i gotta do
to show and prove these words im singing to you~

you're, you're more than a girlfriend
you're more than a best friend
girl you're so special, just let me touch you
to make sure you're real
you're, you're more than a girlfriend
you're more than a best friend
girl you're so special, i can't explain you
you're my number one girl

i know it takes alot to, alot to be with me
but you're so ___? you make it look easy
wish there was a way to show you how i feel
not just a sidekick, you're the package deal

no heartshaped candy
no bouquet of flowers
nothing compares to this love of ours
and im prepared to do whatever i gotta do
to show and prove these words im singing to you~

you're, you're more than a girlfriend
you're more than a best friend
girl you're so special, just let me touch you
to make sure you're real
you're, you're more than a girlfriend
you're more than a best friend
girl you're so special, i can't explain you
you're my number one girl

im so happy
girl you changed me
you're amazing
number one girl~

mmm... cheese LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQ6sp3X_LVk

i dont know how to do those video things like yineng does :(
but watch :)

*EDIT POST
i put the video in :)
bec, they were the same video right?? and btw you go to the right hand side and copy the 'embed' code :D

cupcakes

xmas cupcakes

sunday roast cupcake O.o

lolly cupcake

icecream cupakes

hamburger cupcake

elmo cupcakee

linda style cupcake!

again linda style :D

fluffy birdcupcakess

puppy cupcake :D

today i realised the world is tiny.

i saw like 100 people today, including sooji pooji at dinner at some krn place with her parents, while i was there with my mum :)
and guess who's dad's company my fam friends reconmended to clean/polish marble at our new house! so random hhahaa.
and my uncle was talking to my new backdoor neighbour, and turns out shes an ex nsg teacher, retired 5 years ago? havent figured out who she is all i know is shes some lady in her 50s-60s dunno who but.

after 7 hours at prior im so tired & ugly.
HAAAAA.
lovex.

year 12 yearbook page
(yep realised it was unsafe yaein.):P

YAY its YAEIN! NUgGGET SeNIoRR!~

YAY THANKS TO YAEIN I NOW KNOW DAYLIGHT SAVINGS ENDS TOMORROW, YAY!!! SO ONE EXTRA HOUR ~~ :)

btw music :D not sure if you guys will like them/heard of them?

dead & gone (rnb cover) - travis (of NLT)
afraid to cry (hardest moment) - mario [sllowwwjam]
number one girl - joe [sweeet and slow]
air of the night - karian pasian
be on you - neyo + flo rida
money back - utada hikaru
on and on - utada hikaru
all my love - 112

yeats's poem

when you are old and gray and full of sleep and nodding by the fire, take down this book and slowly read and dream of the soft look your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep; how many loved your moments of glad grace, and loved your beauty with love false or true... but one man love the pilgrim soul in you and loved the sorrows of your changing face. and bending down beside the glowing bars, murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled and paced upon the mountains overhead and hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

:@

i'm so very aghhhhhhh!!
i want to say so many things directly, to so many people
but i won't
cuz then that's too bitchy...
so i'm going to rage on this...
since we're on a roll anyway right hahahahahha :D

you've changed might i say quite alot, i don't know if you know that but it's true - since i'm not the only person who thinks that. your old enough, so just act appropriately. you can act the way you do in front of your other.. people, but stop wasting my time, i don't need the insignificance and stupidity you show all the time by um EVERYTHING. listneing to you is just a complete waste of time, everything you say goes in one ear comes right out through the other. and, your not as talented as you put yourself out to be, sure you are pretty good but it isn't necessary to judge by others' mistakes and assume yourself to be the best of the best, and make others feel shit about themselves when you catch them slipping out. so don't go around holding the expectation that others need to owe you in anything.
your so egocentric too that when you read this you won't think this as you, and think it's about another poor soul you think pathetically of.
just get out or whatever, i really don't care anymore